I know. Because I'm always thinking about my LJ friends too. Praying for them, worrying about them, being happy for them....I know.

We were open to girls or boys. It just happened that they were all girls. In Luci's case we didn't know what she was at first, her birthmother hadn't found out yet, and we were very, very slightly disappointed when we found out she a girl. But we got over it very, very fast.

I do crave boys. I always pictured myself as a mother of boys. I guess not. I would not say no to a boy (or two) if one fell out of the sky....